alright. from today onwards, i will not be touching my com until my O levels are over. i CAN'T touch my com. i'll die if i touch. i'll die terribly. REALLY.

COUNTDOWN TO O LEVELS: about ONE MONTH LEFT. :(

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this post is for the girl whom i always come to sch tgt with in the morning. :)

i almost cried too in the morning when i see xr cried. i dont knw y. but i guess i cn feel how she feel? maybe not tt. but somehow i felt the anger the confusion the shock in her. which all leads to the feeling of being humiliated. its just like out of the sudden pops out someone who dont know you and that person just ticks you off infront of everyone. first thing i had in my mind :

y are you sayin all these when u only knw her name n nth else. u didnt see the practise, the hardwork, the heart she put in just to pass her math in N level. and now, since starting frm e yr she is still running hard inorder to catch up with what the teacher is teaching. u see nth. not even taught us math b4. not even for a lesson. and you're sayin all these stupid stuffs to her? hell to you.

but i guess xr, youshould be glad tt these words come frm a tcher whom dont knw u well. imagine ur parent sayin 'do u need xin li fu dao yuan? cos it seems as though u are having du shu zhang ai' this one sentence is enough to break ones heart when it is frm ur own parent.

and yea, tts frm my mum. however, tts in sec 3 case already. when i heard tt, i was like, 'so u really think ur daughter is so stupid tt u have to say out such ridiculous sentence? u are my mum! wth are you thinking when u said this sentence out?'

and frm what i think xr, u dont have to prove to mrs lim la. she aint our math tcher. so what if u prove it to her? what cn she do? WHAT DOES SHE KNOW?. you just have to know tt you are scoring well because YOU WANT TO & IT IS FOR YOUR BENEFIT. and of course you would want ur mum to be proud of u right? do it for the sake of 2 person then. most importantly, urself. e 2nd person is ur mum. also, i want you to prove it to ONE person tt u cn do it. tt person is LAI XIAO RUI. u often doubt her too dont you? prove it to her tt u cn do it. only her. jia you. u cn do it just like last yr's N level. rmb the happiness u had when u see NUMBERS as ur grades on ur result sheet and not the letter 'U'? i knw this yr wont have 'U', but you should knw 'U' is equal to fail. u knw what i mean.

only a month left. alot of things can be learnt in a month. as long as you have ur time planned well. you're sick n tired of proving it to ppl out there. but have u ever prove to yourself? and will u be sick n tired of proving it to urself? u knw it e best xr. :) continue running. its the last lap. <3

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prelims are over; announcing the arrival of GCE-O LEVEL. left about a month or so. gosh.. study study study study STUDY!

i wouldnt really care bout how i scored for my prelims but I THINK, frm my prelims im much clearer of what topic to focus more on. esp fnn. lol. so, GET GOING GIRL! no school tmr! super happy. im gonna...finish reading my over-due-for-2-weeks-plus-school-library-book, or study? i guess i shall study. lol.

ohya. not to forget, i tried baking( toasting actually) some chocolate chip butter cookies on saturday. and i forgot to bring it for my mushrooms n bf to taste it today. see wednesday how lur. dont even knw if im meeting him on wednesday cos he got his stuff to attend. too sad for him then.

and the week before, i went shopping with my darling cousins. wasnt feeling well tt day. sad to say. but i bought a top anyway. i like it ok~ ytd another shopping with them. another item added into my wish list : sports shoe. :)

alright. some photos for u ppl to enjoy. :D

im tryin to have some nice pose but it just turns out not nice. so.. tt'll do. :)




and now for the cookies. :)
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tts all! goodnight~~~~~~

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陪你等天亮

陪你等天亮

眼看星星落下
窗外一点一点出现阳光
摸摸我的头
你说我很棒

我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候
有我在身旁

我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强

你知道我多傻
在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话
让我靠一下

我们都是这样
想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕
有我在身旁

我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强

比赛看谁早一点学会
就算逆风
也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
勇敢的飞
然后分享那种喜悦

我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候
有你在身旁

我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强

i got this song frm stella. its so nice la. Evonne's voice is sooo damn nice. her voice is special. at least tts what i think. haha. she's not my idol, but i wanna be like her. as in e singing skills. muahahaha~ and this song is meaningfull too! this song to out to all my loved ones. :) enjoy yea. love you all!

so, there is this spammer in jus's tagborad really made us laugh like hell. seriously, pray hard tt we wont know who you are UNTIL after our O levels. pray even harder that we wont know who are you AFTER our O levels. (: seriously i think its fun to deal with spammers. they cn find all sorts of reasons to bring a person down just because they hate tt person. i knw e feeling though. but i dont spam. :) only an act of degrading oneself. and i'd rather be an entertainer towards my friends n loved ones.

5N2 DAY on friday! and, thx t yong hao im able to get e things organized. thx t him again cos he offered to pay for some of e food and he's preparing dessert for us all! kk. i gtg bath n study now. gd bye ppl~~ :)

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